.::Tuesday, October 07, 2003 i am myself but i am not myself...i m hurt but i am not hurt...i despise yet i feel despised...i dont feel but i feel...all this thoughts run around in my mind disturbing me...but why i asked...is it because of something i said...something i did...well maybe...well ladies and gentlemen...i have decided and i decide to...well that's up to you to intepret...well basically speakin...i m just wondering again and wandering to places i dun really want to go...but i said it again...now the world is worried...well i guess not...well just maybe..just maybe..