.::Friday, November 28, 2003
well its been 2 days since i hv ever blogged and its been awhile since i hv shared somethin really deep...well tell u the truth esp now that o's r over and that my progs are comin up nxt wk...i really dun hv the time to sit and think and evaluate my day or think of stuff i should think abt...sighs...well let me guess its the post secondary blues i feel...hmmm no more times whereby me and ramzi can just sit by that staircase by the staff room and talk bout everythin frm my always radical and sometimes irrational views on life durin recess...or just sittin in the canteen with most of my classmates enjoyin my packed lunch or just watchin my frens tuckin into their recess meal...either than that talkin by the corridors of the canteen and jokin bout the days events or making fn of somethin stupid someone did or just literally talkin nonsense...well if not that i would be tryin to tolerate kumar's nonsense or pester shabir for copyin my nick or disturb him over his dirty mindedness...well its just very blissful times those...and now even though its a joy that secondary sch life is over....its just that alll those memories...the bad ones and good ones just come back...its kinda hauntin really...and at times my eyes just tear thinkin bout those times...haiz....and who would've thought a person such as me feels like this...so very mellow...well really i am...but bein like this is human in itself...well really the reason why i write this is that i just feel that it's not the end...the o's is not the end...its just a transition......secondary sch life is a transition....and life is just full of transitions...so i guess i m thankful that i hv somethin to look forward too nxt month...many months of planning...many hrs of time sacrificed...all to one month of activity....well i m just thankful that i am given somethin to do durin the hols rather than waste away at home doin nothin productive....well no offense...but i think some ppl are doin exactly that....and those who hv somethin to do gd fer ya...anyway i hv jabbered enough already...but seriously...whatever tomorrow brings...whether i die or live...the only thing is that i m glad to hv lived today....well ya kinda crappy hor...anyway still despite all this rite...somethin is still missin...somethin or someone...haiz....
.::Tuesday, November 25, 2003
darn i feel so so tired...really gonna drop dead soon...i just feel so stoned so not here, so zoned out....well i cleaned my room and got rid of the dust....but still hv to plan wat i gotta do wif my room...still in the drawing board...anyway i gotta finish up with yv 1st than i can think of that...haiz feel so tired...
.::Sunday, November 23, 2003
today was just like any other sunday except that i think i got a bit giddy over paintin the banners in church...got a bit giddy and my motion was a bit weird...well anyway my mom's back and my dad's goin soon...well hv nothin else to say really....
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well saturday is saturday....like always go yf hv fun den its home but today i spent the whole nite alone and watchin man u live and seein them beat blackurn 2-1....well at least i was able to speak to someone online...and i guess i feel fine now...well me mom is comin back frm phillipines...wonder how she's doin...well after she comes my dad goes...cool huh...well dats all i can say abt today really...well let me just say dat if not for all the things i m involed in i would be wastin away...hahaha....ya like my parents would let me...
.::Friday, November 21, 2003
as i sit down now in front of my computer screen...i think of what has just gone by, hours of laughter...tears...craziness and the blissfulness of companionship...haiz...gonna miss 4E1 forever....for how many months will i get to see such characters as kumar...rovin...anan...kareem...ramzi...michelle...minglong...tian ming...zhi wei...basically all my classmates...when will we ever do such things as we did today...although it wasn't much but it was fun....i guess only a few will hold on but the rest will just move on but anyway that's life....friends come and go but true friends don't and i noe out there my true friends will know what i m tryin to say although i am so tired frm today's activities...well gonna start on my room now...finally i can sleep without thinkin about anything but bout somethin else...or should i say just someone...haiz...ya...dats all folks...probably get some shut eye now time is like so late...ummm 1132pm???...well ya its kinda late...coz i m freakin tired...well guyz and gals...dats it i guess....
i feel so tired today been out the whole day...since mornin to evenin...although i did rest at home for awhile but me dad since he's leavin to dubai on the 25th took us out for a movie...he wanted to use those free passes anyway...well got back at 12am...now am bloggin and finishin up the "game" for tomol's gatherin...haiz....wakin up 7hrs later or shd i say 6 coz i gotta go meet up wif a few ppl to finish cookin the food for tomolo...well ya...busy day tomolo and i noe its gonna be fun...yupz ppl...anyway today i mean now is the 21st and for some it is 8hrs to freedom...yay!!!whoopie...i noe how it feels...been there but i hope u guyz just dun waste away ok...there is still more to come...but anyway who in their right mind would think of tat...hahahah...okok...enuff of the crap...nothin really to say abt somethin...just wishin dat i would see someone again very soon....
.::Wednesday, November 19, 2003
hey there peeps...today is a crazy day and pretty much tiring....went grocery shoppin with me classmates for this fri bbq and we sorta had fun...heheh...ya after dat was wat was weird...spent the whole afternoon at kumar's place and watch them play "mindless" games...heheh..ya anyway after dat i just came home and stoned in front of the tv...ya...anyway my dad will be flyin off to Dubai nxt tue and most prob its just gonna be me and me li'l bro joel at home...ya kinda cool huh....but ya gotta start learnin how to use the washin machine already...ya so guyz...frenz or watever...just enjoy life ya...
Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
Rapture.
"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."
The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.
As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.
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.::Tuesday, November 18, 2003
 
- Goddess of True Love
(June 17 to July 21)
Beautiful Nephtaphis watches over this most dreamily romantic of all signs. Her children are incredibly loyal to their lovers, and are actually capable of becoming one with them in body, mind and soul. For this reason they have to be careful to choose men/women as caring and considerate as themselves, or they will cruelly be taken advantage of.
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hey there peeps....finally back to bloggin after like hmm how many dayz?? cant be bothered really...anywayz...o's are over and it was the best fun of my life...ya it was fun...well seriously nothin much to update except that my house is pretty empty and its just me dad, bro and me...well coz me mom and me other bro is in phillipines...ya so either than that just plain tired rite now...gotta think bout lotsa stuff....ya lots....hehehe...okok...to those who have not finished their o's yet all the best than for ya last paper....cheerz...
.::Sunday, November 02, 2003
i know i broke me promise of not writtin again until after o's but i just couldnt help but share this wif ya ppl out there...this is a song by incubus which kinda struck a part of me that makes go wobbly and maybe come to tears...i mean thinkin of all the ppl i noe and the ones who have come and gone out my life and are still here but they are not and also that person whom you wanna see the most but cant...well that explains all does it...i hope so...now back to the books and more incubus...
I Miss You by Incubus
To see you when I wake up
is a gift I didn't think could be real
to know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
that I can't explain
so would I be out of line, if I said
I miss you
I see your picture, I smell your skin on
the empty pillow next to mine
you have only been gone ten days
but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again
whether far or soon
but I need you to know that I care
and I miss you
(I miss you)
.::Saturday, November 01, 2003
ok...i guess i will hv to write in my final entry for this month...ok...been a depressing wk for me...nothings goin rite...everythins in a mess...anyway...i m fine though...just got myself geared and ready again...well till i hv time to touch my blog...see y'all...and to me frens and to those takin ur o's hv fun...so this is it...our destiny is in our hands but its still overall in God's...that's all i gotta say...
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