.::Friday, October 24, 2003 i feel kinda comforted knowin that there are people there in times of crisis...i felt so down knowin abt the loss i have faced...but being around the ppl u noe and love just encourages and strengthens me coz although the loss was hard to accept but i gettin along pretty fine knowing that i am not the one who dictates who goes where...and i guess this crisis was a blessing in disguise...coz my family is more close knit than before...and i guess my prayers were answered because now i feel joyful and not sad for i feel now although the loss is great there is no need to grieve coz i will see her again...and i noe she is resting peacefully in the arms of the Lord...so peeps dun worry abt me for i am okay...