.::Friday, November 28, 2003 well its been 2 days since i hv ever blogged and its been awhile since i hv shared somethin really deep...well tell u the truth esp now that o's r over and that my progs are comin up nxt wk...i really dun hv the time to sit and think and evaluate my day or think of stuff i should think abt...sighs...well let me guess its the post secondary blues i feel...hmmm no more times whereby me and ramzi can just sit by that staircase by the staff room and talk bout everythin frm my always radical and sometimes irrational views on life durin recess...or just sittin in the canteen with most of my classmates enjoyin my packed lunch or just watchin my frens tuckin into their recess meal...either than that talkin by the corridors of the canteen and jokin bout the days events or making fn of somethin stupid someone did or just literally talkin nonsense...well if not that i would be tryin to tolerate kumar's nonsense or pester shabir for copyin my nick or disturb him over his dirty mindedness...well its just very blissful times those...and now even though its a joy that secondary sch life is over....its just that alll those memories...the bad ones and good ones just come back...its kinda hauntin really...and at times my eyes just tear thinkin bout those times...haiz....and who would've thought a person such as me feels like this...so very mellow...well really i am...but bein like this is human in itself...well really the reason why i write this is that i just feel that it's not the end...the o's is not the end...its just a transition......secondary sch life is a transition....and life is just full of transitions...so i guess i m thankful that i hv somethin to look forward too nxt month...many months of planning...many hrs of time sacrificed...all to one month of activity....well i m just thankful that i am given somethin to do durin the hols rather than waste away at home doin nothin productive....well no offense...but i think some ppl are doin exactly that....and those who hv somethin to do gd fer ya...anyway i hv jabbered enough already...but seriously...whatever tomorrow brings...whether i die or live...the only thing is that i m glad to hv lived today....well ya kinda crappy hor...anyway still despite all this rite...somethin is still missin...somethin or someone...haiz....
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