*Just*'s monologue on how he feels at the moment...

its not that i wanted to be like this...its not that i wanted it to be this way....(grins)...but is someone trying to tell me something...what is it than that passed my inference...(chuckles)...stupid me...feelin this way is stupid so darn stupid...i hv screwed up everythin...now Jpeg won't come back till who noes when...so now its just empty...haha...come to think of it...Justin will follow me...like he has always done so...so what is he feelin now...oh stupid me...he feels like me...totally down...well not really down...unless i clear up this feelin his mind who is a totally opposite person frm me will make things worse...haiz...wat am i doin to him...justin's not suppose to be this way...wait a sec i m contradictin myself...(laughs again to himself)...so wat does this mean...i 'm fine???(puzzled look)...hmmm oh wells better sit and reflect on my feelins....


meanwhile at the otherside...Jpeg sulks...feeling remorseful while solely being comforted by the no nameless shyguy...


Jpeg:(sulking) Its not fair...justin is following *Just*...he is always like this...he never wants to have fun...all because of one thing he totally shuts his mind up...tch tch...i am hurt yanoe...if only *Just* can just let me once influence Justin's actions....

"nameless shyguy":now there...(blushes)ummm...i..i..noe i m not good at this...but...but...i think you shd relax...coz remember the other time something like this happened...(scratches head)....*Just* got into his deep thinkin processes of reflection for awhile...so u gotta relax...

Jpeg: That's easy for ya to say...its no fun here ok...after what *Just* said its as if he dominates this whole fuckin place...

"namless shyguy":(blushing)...ummm...hehe...(scratches head)...ya..(smiles)...you have a point there...ummm..but everythin will be fine okie...hehe...(turns and hurriedly leaves the place)>

Now is Jpeg's monologue...after the shyguy left...

I just don't get it...maybe i m not suppose to get it...its just somethin simple u see that happened...and he gets so worked up...anyway *just* better stop feelin like this coz its makin me sick...i m frustrated now...somethin that i wish will never come out...coz i m the one who controls aggression...fun...and a whole lot of high energy stuff...but *just* overrules everythin...he is the one who goes the extra deep deep of feelins...well maybe since i shd be havin fun might as well take a brk now and wait...i m so sick of this happenin yanoe...

turns and walks away to where he wants to rests...