.::Saturday, December 20, 2003
hey hey hey hey....guess i dunnoe wat i m feelin write now...m so exhausted dat i cant feel myself...yesterday was like a blowout and i think i m sufferin frm enrgy burnout......and seriously my mind wants to do somethin but it cant...so today i feel like shit and yes i do...everythin is messed up now...and i gotta put everythin back and make things rite...haiz....anywayz i just wanna say dat i need rest but i cant rest, i need to finish things up but i m already stretched to the limit...so wat am i to do now...well tell ya i hv already gone down frm cloud nine....hahaha...ya its obvious anywayz...well here is a chunk of words i kinda regurgitated frm my mind while i was sleepin...
sometimes yet not all the time
peoplel judge me for what i am not
it's as if they knew me but they hardly dont
saying this and saying that
not knowing what they say pricks my heart
but why do i sound as if i care about what people think
because it don't matter right???
right...