.::Saturday, December 13, 2003 I guess i hv finally reached a point where there is no limit in expressing my feelins rite now....i really dun care what the fuck you think u am writing and yes i said fuck coz i never said it once on this fucking blog coz rite now there is nothing much to say anyway...
If only i had something to tell you people if only i had one more something to share but i guess you people don't care because i mean nothing to you...you pieces of filth who go so head strong in your own ways of pure irony...why you ask, i may say this, because i think i cant stand you ppl out there no more for you come you go and never leave an imprint...just a word or just a sign is all i need but no...nothing utter silence is all i feel...well someone please save me from this plague of destruction that is abt to betide me...and yet when i dun feel it...its just pure serenity...sunyilah hatiku says my heart for although there are those out there who care...the others are just mere pigments stored in the brain which i can carelessly forget for nothing you ever said will ever bring me to tears for those tears are better saved for those who care not like you pricks out there who just sway away into the oblivious horizon before me...i m infuriated by this feeling but if you ppl dun show a sign or a word or just say "hi i dropped by" i guess that this domain i dreamed of having will just go to waste...so to those who care and think they do...i m sorry for this outburst but i felt i needed to...but i sound immature crying out loud like this...and i noe i contradict myself so help me cure this serenity within my soul...help me for although nothing is wrong i still feel that something is missing here...so i plead again for someone to just tell me or show me...what am i to do to this joint....