.::Thursday, December 25, 2003 well its christmas...yeah!!!!....well its just that the word doesn sound so special as it used to be...lookin around in town its so commercialised...sale here..cheap toys there...everythin cheap cheap cheap....haiz....ya...and ppl think its a time to be merry and wat do they do...go for a wild nite get drunk etc...think they are merry after all???...well christmas is just a word and that's how i see it nowadays...i m not joyous because of the general view of ppl nowadays that christmas is all abt santa and reindeers...snow...gifts...
Then does christmas mean to me then...well its a time for spendin with family and friends in the coming of that special gift to all ppl...well i guess to ya its just another holiday...i mean christmas is where you share the blessings that someone above has given you through his special gift to us...well to me christmas is just a word if it means nothin to my heart...coz i feel christmas isn't christmas till it happens in the heart...and i guess that if you knew the real meanin for it you will understand why you hv to be joyful and all...but like i said...though its a joyous occasion a part of me feels that there is somethin missin....well who noes wat...