.::Thursday, January 15, 2004 i am in a dilema...okok...befroe dat a little update...my auditions...ya...didnt make it really but its ok...it was a short time to prepare anyway...gonna try nxt yr i think...well now the dilema...now the srt auditions are done...it leaves me to my cca's i wanna take....i wanna do both u see...drama and hockey...and i dun think i will be able to cope with both cca's...with my studies to think abt...ya...thats the dilema now plus i need to make a choice whether i wanna commit myself to yv again this yr...ya...too many choices to make...yet time is runnin out to think...i hv till this sat to decide...but i dunnoe wat...i m passionate for both of this cca's...but this time in jc i wanna be very focused...coz i noe i cant be super man and do everythin...but i gotta make a choice...and i dun wanna regret that choice...so how???