.::Saturday, January 31, 2004 suddenly when i thought my darkest hr will never end...the light of day arises frm the east...the light suddenly in a wink...engulfs the darkness...and if one looks to the east one may be blinded by the reverence the sun shows upon the earth...and that is how i feel now...for first there was light that opened my eyes to see the world and the state i was in...yet i forsook the light and chose to wonder the lands...yet as i wondered i realised the warmth the light gave and how it began to burn me as i realised that not only did the light illumine the dark...it also warmed the land...but as i strayed...the more barren and hot the land became...it was burning me...but gradually as i walked...the light faded...and the land appeared to be very cool...it tempted me to walk as i saw somethin that was not there...further and further i trod...the land still cold and chilly...then after hrs of wanderin...enjoyin it...tempted by it...lured by it..then..."PLOP" i tumbled on the ground...passin out in an instance....when i woke up...i felt the most intense of pain...the light was on my face blindin me...then i realised...how powerful the light was that i was under its mercy for i hv forsaken its grace...now i was fearin it...but yet i hoped every now and then the light will forgive me...and lead me once again....so i closed my eyes...and as tears rolled down my cheek...they dried upon my searin face...beads of sweat evaporated leavin residues of it...then suddenly i felt a coldness that swept across me...as i opened my eyes i saw the calmest face...and he picked me up and carried me all the way to the path...so from that day onwards i tried followin the light..but at times i did stray...but everytime i was lead back to the road...and yet the sun still shines...but not for long...coz for every dawn there is a dusk...and it is fast approachin...
well this is another one of those deep thoughts,..so if u don't undersatnd wat i say its ok...coz maybe u may never...