.::Thursday, February 05, 2004 alrite...sittin here in my room now...and i guess judgin by ppls reactions...i guess ppl's perception of me have changed somehow...well let me tell u somethin first...if u wanna say somethin abt me...say it...if u think i am not wat u think i am tell me...coz i dun wanna hear it frm ppl...but frm u urself coz when i hear it frm someone else the point is diluted and it leaves me with assumptions...and assumin is bad...anyway abt that photo...its just an act...its not as though i have taken into likin in becomin a girl...cmon...has there been a recent or drastic change in my behaviour and stuff...but let me just say this once more...i m wat i am...and i am happy that i m made the way i am...i am thankful for the talents and blessings given to me...and if u think actin as a girl is some kind of disorder then u judgin me is some kind of disorder...becoz that was abt one yr ago...and i guess i didnt start wearin dresses did i...well...i guess i hv made it clear now...anyway...its not that i m angry or wat...i noe u may be concerned...but let me just assure you there is nothin wrong with me except that...i m still wat i was when i was born...a child of sin...and today i believe in The One who will cleanse me frm my ininquity...and if u dun believe me let God be my judge...and watever he deems me...i will willingly face the consequences then...
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