.::Friday, February 06, 2004 i guess today...if ppl or at least my classmates might hv noticed that i was kinda the loner today...barely smiled...barely tried to crack a joke...always silent...faked the happiness....faked the cheer...sighs...well i guess you may wonder why i feel like this...why i am like this....to tell the truth... i hv no idea...i totally hv nothin to say...its just that the past few days...many things compounded with others...just slammed and crashed unto me...and tell me how am i suppose to handle all this...i dunnoe...its like i hv been stretch to my limit...and i wish not to go beyond...coz when i break i believe i can never mend myself again...i feel so burnt out...i need a break...but gd there is the wkends...but for nxt 3-4 wkends....there are like tests...and wat a way to look forward to them...sigh....watever....