.::Monday, March 29, 2004 i guess i dun feel like myself again today...is it just the blues or wat...sighs....well i guess i was very like lively the other wk but wat a way to start the new wk...dead...get it dead...been stonin in lectures the whole time and now it goes to show why i m writtin this coz i just gotta wait till 6pm for drama rehearsals...sighs...anyway i seriously dun feel like myself and i know its not a gd testimony of what i shd really be but anyway...just feel like nothin is goin my way....i still hv this late syndrome thingy and i guess i hv been worryin my mom too much and its not that gd...i havent been doin hse work and my bros cant be bothered as well...but i am really...but its just that i m too tired or too stucked up with other things...i just wish that there was someone else or someone who could lighten off the load frm my mom...coz if not i dunnoe...i can see that she is really stressed out by us...and i wish i could help out rite now...but i cant...haiz...well...i just hope that she is fine today...and i just wish i get my engines greased again and stuff coz i need to start my engines coz i m goin cold again...anyway...i guess i m gettin tired of writtin this and i think if i write any longer i will be crappin again...and i guess i hv been crappin all the while...and i guess....i guess.... there is nothing more to guess so i shall just end here...and ya... "i think the flame that i wish i never lighted is burnin grimly within unlike the one that shd be....the bright and cheery part of me..."
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