.::Saturday, April 10, 2004 hello there ppl...haiz...i dun really feel so good this sat mornin...really...went to sch...was a kinda dizzy and stuff...then i didnt go for yf today....and i feel that i did miss somethin today...ya...well been home restin the whole day...and ya i was really restin myself...anyway...i guess i better tell you guys somethin...well i still hv the hse to myself till...hmmm midnite???...haha...ya...my fam aint home yet...and now afteri find somethin to eat in the fridge i will like start on my wkend hmwk...ya...and then try and slp early yup...anyway...yesterday was a gd day....woke up to a dream that mornin...ya...and then went to m'sia to meet my fam...then had a big lunch with em and was really stuffed...ya...then went home...and kinda slept...hmmm...i dunnoe...well i just wanna say somethin...singaporeans are crazy ppl...in general i mean but i noe out there there are ppl who arent like this...and i noe sometimes i do become like one of em n not sayin as if i m perfect...but its hillarious u see...in the m'sian customs all this ppl standin and perspirin all over pushin and chovin not knowin that we all are goin to the same destination and also boadin the bus...there was this lady who was like pushin and pushin me...so i like made myself "big" ya BIG and didnt let her pass through coz she tried to cut my queue...haha then when i was like boardin the bus i had one smile like tryin to tell her...u will get there somehow and there is no need to push..and also there was this incident on my way back at the customs whereby this "white" guy was like confronted by two "hooliganish" horrifyin english speakers who like accused him for cuttin queue whereby he was totally innocent coz there was practically no queue...but i admire the guy he just put up a straight face in front of those 2 brutes...haiz wonder where has all the values hv gone too...well i guess just to the stomach...coz i guess thats wat most of us do...swallow our values and vomit out our pride..well wanna know somethin funny... well one ironic thing abt the m'sian customs is this...its said somethin like....cekap, terkawal, betul dan bermutu(i think this word is the one) on the walls...i guess u wont miss it if u like stand in the queue for 1hr and its on the wall at the right hand side of the customs to enter into jb....and its ironic whereby its totally opposite...the aircon was not workin...so minus off the quality(bermutu)....then the crowd were like shoutin and screaming and complainin(like typical singaporean hooligans that they are) and minus off control(terkawal)....and it was goin so slow so its not right(betul)...well sorry if my malay translation is wrong ok...anwyway one more thing they put was that they said somethin abt headin to iso9000...that kinda thingy...its like as if...well go to jb and see for yourself....u'll need someone who understands malay....haha...well if ur really curious and darin..ask one of the officers there and point to that sign...anyway....cant blame them...and gd news is that they will be rebuildin the entire customs....ya...well thats good at least....i mean if u look at the volume of ppl, cars who travel to jb everyday...
anyway besides that...i just wanna share wat i did...welll told you abt the big lunch me and my fam had lar...then we went to our old neighbourhood there and visited our old frens...realised that how diff it is for parents to support children...and i guess it kinda struck me that...in watever i do my parents will be always behind me...and of course there is always someone greater that looks down upon us...ya...well God blesses in many ways...and i m blessed that i am livin today and that to know that he does keep watch over his ppl in hard times...well i guess i better start tightenin my belt...coz as far as i noe...this yr will be rough for me...ya...well i guess i hv said more than i shd say anyway...well guys keep on droppin by and do leave somethin...ya....well...things to look forward to nxt wk...
15th april....16th april...drama rehearsals...and the weekend and yf....yup...well i guess better go now ya....and yes things to get by nxt wk...leather shoes... and a pair of runnin shoes...yup...well...if i do see ya guys...i will see ya guys...if i dun...then i dun lar...haha..well just kp on taggin y'all...and like i said b4...i may frm time to time just blog...but maybe sometimes i wont....ya...thats it...