.::Friday, April 23, 2004 (sounds of footsteps comin) hello.....hello...hello...
anyone there......there...there...there...
hello......hello...hello...
its kinda dark...dark...dark... (silence)
fine.....fine...fine...
suite yourself.....self...self...
no one...one...one...
will find you ever...find you ever...find you ever... (footsteps walk away...)
well i guess u guys dunnoe wat that means...go figure...well anyways update on my life...well...kinda still adjustin to balance everythin and u noe one thing...thinkin too much is gd and bad...its gd coz u think...its bad coz u dun use the time given to you to do wat ur suppose to do...well...i guess its time for my reflection on how things are goin...i guess...if i were to do somethin my whole bein has to be in it...and i cant work half half...coz it will just kill me...coz rite now...drama is really somethin that is tearin me apart...i come home ard 11 pm after rehearsals which are like 3times a wk...and tell me abt sports ppl endin ard 9...sighs...anyway no comparison there...one thing is that my standard of work is not there....tests are comin...worse...SPA is comin in 2wks time...and PW proposal is needed this comin monday...and tomolo i dun think i can make it to yf...coz i may hv a Pw meetin with my grp memebers...but i dun mind meetin u guys after that...anyway...how am i to balance...my spiritual life...family....studies...friends...interests...now...coz i m really poofed...and i m stressed rite now...anyway...i guess...i shd stop guessin and thinkin coz its wastin my time....yes i guess thats wat i shd do...haiz...i guess not...well anyways...i guess thats life in s'pore...ya...guess so...anyway i think i can..i think i can...i think i can..all the way...to wat i want....all the way...i can do it...if i put my mind body and soul in it...and of course not forgettin the one who gave me life everyday.....God himself...I can do this...
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