.::Sunday, June 27, 2004 over reaction is one...but self reflection is the other...i know i will lose this battle...but i havent lost the war...though i may be scarred or battered i will still carry on...for i know deep inside my will must go on...with the time i hv though too little...is all i hv left...and that doesnt mean i will waste it all again...but still i hv my own stuff to settle and make him understand...if only through this upset he sees it...than thats all i hv to sacrifice...now is the stipulated time...and i noe...that its now or never...for i will never forgive myself if i just dont pick myself up and move...for sulkin makes me weary...but i hv decided to focus...whether my will grows weak...i will still carry on for hope is always ard me...for i wasnt made this weak...i wasnt this weak...for though the weightage of this battle is heavy...its nothin compared to the war to come...its only through this self realisation of my mind i finally realise that all is not lost if i just pull it through...and even if i do lose there are many more battles to come...well...still...if this is wat i hv to do...than i will just do it...wonderful isnt it the power of the mind...well...i guess this is it...
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