.::Thursday, July 08, 2004 everytime i listen to that song in my blog...it always strikes a chord somewhere in me...it suddenly triggers the tears to well up somewhere in there...well...anyway all i can say for now is that my mid yrs were fabulously fantastic....double F for my bio and chem...yeah...haiz...anyway i dont noe wat i may face coz i here i might get into the attention list....yeah...haiz...anyway dun wanna think about that coz i guess i think out of everyone in the class i guess i m the most disappointed in myself...in a way i m...haiz...well i m tryin not to let myself down now...coz i gotta buck up...but in two days i get blows frm this and that...psychological blows that bring me so low...haiz...well...tryin to lift my spirits but with wat...i got nothin but just those 2 F's on my mind...i mean in sch alone every talks abt how much marks they lost for that A whereby me i...haiz...well...i dunnoe...anyway wat a bummer...and somehow i knew it would be like this...i knew it all along...haiz...