was on my way home just now...thinking again as usual...cmon wat else am i good/bad at...thinking rite...haha...anyway...thought up some thoughts...well b4 i spill those...just wanna say its my midwk thoughts...yeah!!!...hahaha....ya...anyway...here are the thoughts...guess some of ya may not understand why the sudden tone in my writting...but i noe among you ppl some may understand...
People come people go
That's life I believe so
Hearts break hearts crumble
Am a victim of heart rubble
For believing in something so superficial
Was it foolish, was it wise
I don't know for I'm unwise
For life for people change in an instant
Moving on going so distant
Forgetting all except their own mission
How innocently selfish people are?
How scheming people can be...
Life is a race, and I a liability
For I have lost the belief in people
Lost the belief of something so great
Then I heard a cry in the distance
A wanting to make right what was wrong
Hope...
It dazzled my eyes
So blinding was it that I saw it not
Effort...
Was never there
Or am I too judgemental to even care?
Trust...
Like a broken bridge
That takes a lifetime to rebuild
Give...
My everything I entrusted
Yet till now I never regretted
Love...
A word missused
That I was fooled by it
That from then till now
Its a taboo to me
For people come people go
People move on
And I am willing to let go
For if I hold on I will only die
Trying to change the people mind
Whereby the mind is set
Am I just doing to much for this people...
I dont know...
But the people do...
In conclusion...
I still believe...
Maybe people don't...
Well...it sounds kinda angry i guess...well anyway shall stop guessing...i hate guessing...anyway...just wanna say...that...its wat i feel and i m honest with myself...i just wished that it had come out sooner...but i dunnoe..anyway...hope it hurts no one in the radius of my heart...but somehow i feel that it has...life is selfish...i believe it is....because its so clear...i want to live life believin in a meaning...a reason...but because of some happenings...i m very much convinced...haiz...life is just different now...not like it used to be....
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