Well my birthday was wat i expected...short and simple...yep...i guess its one of my most hmmm...sweetest moments i guess...i mean...although i was busy the whole day i kinda got sms's frm ppl...and some whom i dunnoe coz i hv never saved their no.s b4...hahah...weird hey...anyway...the pt of the matter is that...i enjoyed 170704...and ya...took 2 shots of tanduhay rum...it was smooth...i mean...i didnt expect it to be so like dat...haha...anyway...to everyone...thnx for all those wishes...really appreciate em...hehe...
So What?
well i guess its just dat sometimes i do surprise myself with wat i say...haha..i was taken aback...well i guess in someway i really enjoyed today...anyway...its grt to hv the wkends...ya...its really grt...anyway...abt the qn so what...well it just go to show...that i can enjoy my day if i want to...i mean...ya...if i just become constipated in my thoughts daily nothins gonna come out but a constipated me...(well u see...i hv found out that there are 2 types of constipation...1. when you sit at the toilet and force it out like as if a big gigantic mass was stuck...2. when you think too much and try to release them all and they get stuck...i guess i fall under category 2...although sometimes i do go to 1 if i haven been eatin my greens and fibre...)...yeah...
Now What?
well i guess i m gonna turn in now...wat a blessed day today and reli...i guess many ppl did make my day...but i guess over all i let them make my day...becoz i was willin to at least enjoy my birthday...well i guess i can look forward to my nxt birthday...haha...no...silly me...i would rather look forward to everyday and just enjoy it as much as i can no matter how terrible it turns out...anyway...now i guess....begins the real revival of Justin Paolo Quismundo Gumapon...for 7 months already has he toiled in this downward spiral...and its abt time he tells himself that he has had enough of it...and now he wants to show others and of course himself that he can do it...and u guys as witnesses to wat i say here....if ever i fall back on wat i say...remind me...even though it means throwin a punch or hittin me very hard...remind me of wat i hv said...becoz i believe that i can do this...and i m goin to do it...and i believe if i kp on sittin and thinkin and dreamin...it will get me nowhere...but mark my words...no matter wat....i will never ever give up in myself nor my ability...for ppl hv faith in me...and ppl believe in me....and its time that i believe in myself again...because as a friend of mine used this on me...
"If I have lost confidence in myself, I have the universe against me." -ralph waldo emerson-
i m beginning to feel that surge i felt b4...anyway...i noe this are all mere words...and i noe that i shdnt just blabber but shd do it...and i shall do it then...
"Ppl dont know that we are all headin towards the same direction, for a piece of paper to prove our education, to show the world how wise we are, to please our parents on money unwasted, and to show to others that we hv made it...BUt even fools can reach that far...for many of us are what they are...for we are so jaded and preoccupied by knowledge...that we forget the most important part...that is the ppl that we love and those who brought us to where we are...and above all that...its the condition of your heart..."
anyway...thats it ppl...well think abt this thought of mine...i mean i dont expect you guys to get it...but somehow somewhat it does make sense in a way...well...the reality of all things is that...we all are chasing elusive dreams...and the fact of the matter is that...besides your elusive dream...are you chasin after somethin you know thats real?...I know I am...
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