.::Wednesday, August 04, 2004 Its interesting that subconsciously ur mind works in a mystifying way...like wat i wrote in my previous entry...not meanin to gloat or boast...but its just that i never meant it that way really...anyway...it seems rite now i m drained...i guess in everything...but its no worries...slowly filling it up again...anyway...it seems that everytime i hv an entry i hv a thought...doesnt that bore you readers out there...haha..i mean wont you think that???...haha anyway....ya....playin catch up is something...realised my value to the sch...negative siah...hahaha...interestin how the education system places values on us...deeming those who got above value...value added..hahaha...i m just laughin how insultin this is...we are after all stats and values to the sch nothin else...yeah...and if ur not of gd value...no reason to kp ya...hahaha....i still am humored at this...value added???....makes no sense...spoils the whole sense of humanity...that the measure of ones life is how "value added" he is in sch or how much PEARLS pts he has....hahahah...(hysterical laughter)....yeah...its terrible this system....how terrible to the extent i m rolling on the floor...i cant believe how serious they see this...my life isnt ruled by stats or figures...never want that to be...but in all i can do...in my best of ability...dat is how i see my life...anyway enough abt that hilarious discovery....haha...still cant get over it...haha...anyway...wat now...was thinkin...well shdnt lar...anyway i still hv to go to my bks...and ya...its late...hahah...anyway...will write again..oh yes...was gonna say this...ya...everythin i hv written is all frm me...the rest like lyrics or quotes quizzes belong to the respective owners...and ya...its intellectual rights...so if anyone wanna publish it or use it...i can say its my work...my thoughts...not sayin i m possesive or wat...but give credit to where credit s due and same will be done to you...coz who noes wat i write here may appear on someone elses site and earns a profit...yeah...so far none lar..but just writtin this just in case...yeah...just...anyway...kp the tags comin ppl...and i guess its been awhile since i hv seen familiar taggers...haha...well justin signin of...and still laughin at this stupid system...
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ya...there is this thought...i guess i m idealistic in a way...do you think so???...or am i really realistic...haha...i dunnoe just a quick thought...well more thoughts bout sch will be comin...coz sch is drainin me so bad...ya...well dats it lar..till nxt...(linda noe one thing...sometimes it takes awhile for me to ask qns at the right time...how time aligns itself ahhaha...u noe wat i mean...)
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