.::Friday, August 27, 2004 Word of the day:unpredictable
its a word that sometimes we too often take for granted...a word that we say but truly in a way mock at the reality of such an idea...when u say life is unpredictable...do you really believe it is or you are just fooling yourself over the idea...the reason here is not abt life bein unpredictable...we all noe it is...somewhere in our faint imagination we believe it is...and when something terrible happens we all realise-like some trigger in our minds- that life truly is unpredictable...so i wonder wat really goes through our mind when we say life is unpredictable...do we just say becoz of the moment or do we live every moment of our days in this world knowin you can just die becoz someone might throw an icebox frm the top of the floor(exaggeration but words learnt frm one of the teachers that taught me)...well i m not frust over it...i just wanna say is that...r we prepared for unpredictability since we say life is just unpredictable...how then do you live ur life...do ur actions speak of the words you say...did u really believe in this philosophy...that u can stand up and say i can take any unpredictablility...i suppose many of us fool ourselves sometimes...thinkin life is one easy and calm sea to sail on...wait till the tempest comes...its either 2 things...firstly is either u survived it...or u just let it destroy you...and the reason u survive is either u were prepared for a temptest to arrive or u just took it for granted that life is all smooth sailing...you think abt it...everyday...are u really thankful that u can breathe fresh air frm the moment you wake up...are u thankful that ur loved ones are next to you...are u thankful that all those you noe are there...sometimes in our own ways we tend to forget and blind ourselves frm seeing the big picture of life...
the reason why i say all this is that a classmate of mine one whom i wont say close but was a good fren suffered a crisis(tryin to put it someway so that it wont appear too ya...esp to my classmates i dun intend to insult or watever just wanna share wat i feel coz i just gotta let it out somehow...but do tell me if u feel i m too much ya...)...and dats why i mentioned unpredictablility...coz what happend to her(wont mention it or describe it but shall just say its a crisis) was somethin unpredictable...it just reminds me of the time my family met with a crisis...i could actually durin class recall that period of losin my grandma...ya...was tearin a bit lar...but i feel for my fren...she was durin april part of my maths grp...had fun laughin and all...she had the face of no worries always so cheerful and all...i feel for her becoz losin someone very close is something diff...i really dunnoe wat else to say...but i just hope she grows stronger frm this moment of crisis...and if she cant do it alone...then of course there are ppl out there whom she can stand on...it just brings back memories...memories of times gone by...ya....well i suppose dats it lar...anyway...i just hope she is fine ya...
anyway ya...today did my first cwo for my entire sch life...interestin huh?...unexpected...this wk 3x late compared to some who take abt one whole term to do it...haha...well shant boast coz bein late this many times is enough liao...not a good way lar...anyways after sch took pics with the guyz of my class...haha...they were so cool ya...anyway i m writtin this actually after rizal reminded me of dat...haha thnx dude...
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