i am reminded again once again bout this word today...ya...how so true it is dat despite i m less constipated that now i m apparently loose then before...i mean i kinda lost it...like a rubber band bein snapped...no spine...i mean...ya...you guys get wat i mean...i suppose thats why sometimes happiness(blessedness) will never last without a focus...and now i noe why...anyway...i hv set goals for myself this yr and am out to get em...and its no time wastin now...coz i gotta do it...sighs...i realise how much "terrible" i hv turned out...i mean ya...its nonsense...and its totally not a good testament for the person i shd be...anyway...i hv made this promise to myself...and i will do it...i noe its easy to say but dont do...but guys pray for me to do...coz its easier said than done...ya remember someone tellin me "get back to your secondary sch side just, the one where u focused ur energy on the right things at the right time"....i suppose this may be the final warning for me...coz ya...i cant keep on bein like tis...i mean if u guys noe wats been happenin recently to me(not that i m proud of wat i hv been doin or so)...but its just dat i too shock myself...sighs...anyway...ya...i m plannin out my time this wk...ya...
anyway...wat a revelation...my bros are into bloggin...shocked???....hahha...anyway...gonna change my blog soon for my 1 year old blog...and ya...i miss my orange dog...haha...anyway...its doggies wk out i suppose...anyway guys help me out in remindin me of my priorities...ya...even if u need to take a big tuna and whack me...serious coz i suppose dats wat i really need...and i suppose its not really a good example to the young ones huh...ya...well till next time...
suddenly memories of days gone by...esp durin teachers day of the year 2002...where my frens and i hosted the show...makin fun of mr zai...and in the end we had this ad...abt a pill that makes you become wat you want...FOCUSIN...i took a pill today and it says in the disclaimer...will only work if effort is put in and a proper routine is followed...how wonderful memories are...and how wonderful that ppl are placed at the right time and the right place to remind again and bring me back to what i m suppose to do...
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