i suppose this is another thing in my mind...support...do i really hv the positive support in wat i do...coz i reli am not sure...coz apparently i feel like i m in a zone whereby nobody commends me in wat i hv been doin...no one comes up to me besides those in the same cause as i m that wat i m doin is rite...i feel this air of uninterestedness feelin in my fam whenever i mention SVC...and apparently i suppose i rather not tell em wat i m doin since it seems i m wastin my time on it...well wat i hv learnt frm todays seminar is this...i suppose its choices...i chose this path...chose to be diff...chose a path that some may think is a stupid path to chose that reaps no such benefits or wat...ppl say to focus on wat i want...well this is wat i want...but is it really?...i m certain of wat i m doin...yet i feel that its only me who is...ppl ridicule my thoughts sometimes...becoz of who i m i suppose...sighs...sometimes i just wonder who will be at the back...am i really wastin my time over this?...sighs...i dun think so...i dun...i noe i m not...i believe in this...and i dun want nobody to take it away frm me...becoz this is somethin i wanna do...not becoz of circumstances...sometimes i suppose nobody really understands wat i say...and ya i suppose that is true...coz i hide it in so well that when it all gets muddled up i just let it be and sink in the sand...haiz...i suppose its that time of the yr again...and i suppose it is...everybody has their problems...i hv mine and i noe others hv theirs...sighs...FORGET IT!!!...
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