hey ppl...just been thinkin for the past few days really wonderin abt things revolving ard here and there...anyway...ya anyway...really hv nothin much for ya guys...ya nothin...absolutely nothin. tats it...ya sighs...
anyway if i were to be honest with wat i m feelin...i would grow in rage that the keys on the keyboard will melt...coz rite now i m still as dormant but can feel the pressure buildin up...well i noe it aint healthy doin this in the long run coz who noes by keepin this all i might "pop" an artery in my head. wats been harbouring in this head of mine...well who noes...in a state of bewilderment...and the thing is that i dun wanna harbour on em at all coz it just brings the whole feelin down...and i hv had kinda enough of this...i mean who am i to blame when my life is messed up? who? no one else except myself rite? am i to blame a useless unmotivatin teacher? am i to blame the circumstances i m in? am i to blame the very family i live in? i mean in just a span of one year the roller coaster ride never seems to end...turbulent...just turbulent...well the good out of all this is that there is always that tiny bit of hope that everythin will turn out well...like when ur lost in a cave, just follow where the water flows coz it would join a stream then a river then an opening frm the cave...like they say there is always an end to the tunnel...that is if u hv the will to kp on movin kp on believin there is an end to all this...haiz...but to me i dunnoe...hope is dwindling compounded by a condemnation by an unmotivatin teacher who didnt highlight the hope...and thnx a lot frm the family perspective*shant elaborate....haiz...thats life....things happen for a reason...and yes pls...dun bug me over this matter...coz i m abit in a jittery mood...*remember the volcano...* sighs...sometimes i do get irritated...and thats weird...ppl offer their hand and i bite em...well wat does an injured animal do when its facing the same situation...it will obviously bite unless it can trust the person...well ya...i suppose if u noe me i would be like dis...sighs...but i just dun like it when ppl get too concerned...haiz...
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