guess you all might be taken aback at the layout of this place...and mind ya yup all those pics with the help of jono's cam are done by me...and ya...i suppose its abt time i really let out after a wk or so of keepin stuff in...and ya i believe if one is so in tune in his emotions he realises many things...i shocked myself one night while writtin in my book...somethin so dark that i suppose will just be left there for no one to read except myself... well general updates...how have i been...well terrible wk of exams...shant talk abt it coz wats done is done...where i end up in i just cant anticipate but a part of me knows it already...and its not good...anyway away frm dat...i suppose this would be my layout for the month to come...and ya another phase...this yr is one the darkest one of my life...but i wont say i faired the worst becoz out there, there are others who are in a much worse state than i am...i mean wat is an exam to a person who has to face death everyday? anyway right now with the remainin time i hv for pw and mt...i just dunnoe wat to do...focus or wat?...well all i can do now is just sit and think again...and i hv been doin this for the entire yr...well i dunnoe...all i noe i just am blessed to be alive...given another day...but do i use it to its fullest???...the time when my dad unplugged the com i couldnt believe how much anger(*emotions) i hv built up...and when i wrote it down it took 2 days of writtin to clear it...and i cant believe the things i knew i shdnt say nor assume...well like the title says i m against my walls(*barriers)...shackled down by all this feelins...shd i give in?...or shd i rise to the occasion?...how many times hv i said that...and wat happened?...did i do it?...no...so wats my resolution now???...
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