i suppose we all hv this in common...after all conveniences are there not please others but ourselves...the fast food phenomenon was there to inflame our indulgence in glutton...taxis and limos are there to make us feel important big and bossful...so that our demands can be met and that we are masters over some...the computer was invented so that we can forget about legibility of handwritting but depend on the 12 double spacing arial font report of microsoft word...the electronic payment system nulified the use for loose change and lose the valuability of a coin...but i suppose out of all the conveniences in the world the worst is this...we blog...we want the world to hear...we want to feel impt...we want to be heard...we feel that its all abt i, i , i, and its one place where we can gloat and boast but not get shot down coz after all its the world wide web...and who would care to bug ya at all? the cops? thats unless u reli do somethin illegal...anyway...wat i m sayin is not to go against all this...not to go on a strike over macs coz it makes u fat or go back to writtin 200 page thesis with a pencil...i mean sometimes we gotta really wonder wat are we doin this for?...after all i suppose the world preaches that its all abt u...nothin more but u...and u are the one...u are the key...in a way brain washing us all to believe that there is none like you so do watever you can or wat u must to make I the center of all...and wat i shall call a self-centered master piece...i mean after all we are all master pieces of not of our doin...anyway i suppose this blog has been a self-centered master piece for awhile...coz it struck me...really did...i mean wat will one gain frm writting in here besides a clear conscience*really??* and some "advice" and comments frm ppl...*not sayin anyones' advice arent gd or wat just an exaggeration i suppose...but anyway my pt is that ya...dont you all think that blogs are somewat like this...haha...darn...*back to thinking....
anyway guess wat...durin character profiling today...i found out i m a banana and a melon....wat is all that??...well a banana is one who is serious, has high demands, meticulous, hardworking*so not me*, reliable bla bla will get the full definition tomolo but just a brief...and a melon is one who is all rounded, a gd listener, calm, cool on the outside but is a dormant volcano...ya...anyway i feel that this kind of workshops are a personal discovery...and isnt it great to discover yourself in another way?...or to confirm wat u thought you really were...i noe i did...and it was grt...and now bein aware of this wat do i do abt it?
Well this is goin out to kt...hope you doin better ya, prayin that you will get well soon and be able to pull through ur exams...have faith coz i noe you can do it...dun dread to ask...and also for me and the other j1s in aj and in church namely luke, ben and charlene...prayin that we get promoted nxt year ya...and of course for dan ur a's and ya kl your o's too...well not doin this just becoz i see it in the yf blog...but i suppose its abt time i change this self-centered master piece to somethin more worth while...yeah...
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